It has been almost an entire month now. An entire month since the last I wrote an article for this blog and an entire month since I found out that my father died suddenly.
I had wanted to write a tribute to him, but I just can't do it. I thought it would be like closure, but it just doesn't seem right. It has been a surreal month for me. Even after four weeks, the fact that he is gone forever doesn't seem real and I wish there was something I could do to make this feeling go away.
I have been writing a very eloquent tribute to my father over and over again in my mind, but I can't say all those things yet because it hurts too much.
Isn't it funny how good memories and love can hurt so much? I loved him so much and I was so proud that he was my father. He was such a good man. It was too early for him to go and I will miss him so much.
10/05/2006 08:42:00 AM